Never too late...

Never Ever. 

Never too late. That seemed to be a really big theme in my life the last few days. I was reminded over and over again that there is never a dead end. You can never reach the end of the road, and be too late to turn back. There is always a way to fix the problem, no matter if you feel like there is or not. That is just the fact of life. NO matter what happens in your life, it is never too late to turn back, make it right, or start all over again. 

Now where am I going to go?

This last week, it seemed like I had finally hit the end of the road. I came up on a dead end, with no way to leave. I am not strong enough to climb up, I dont' have tools to break through, and I am just too plain tired to turn around and find my way back. In my brain, everything was too late. There was no way that I could fix the problem ahead of me. It just seem like it was too big, and sooner or later it will just crash on me, so why even try?? So ya. If there ever was a rock bottom in my life, it would have been this week.


But we have all felt that way sometime in our lives, right? Maybe not MY rock bottom, but we sure had experiences that make known unto us that LIFE IS HARD. And sometimes, when it seems like everything is lost, and it's just too late to do anything about it, all you want to do is just give up. But it doesn't have to be that way!!! Life don't always have to stay like this. I mean, who wants it to stay hard and ugly forever?

Life is meant to be enjoyed, not just endured. 

 - President Hinckley 

I love that quote. I remember President Hinckley always being so positive, and inspiring. He always reminded me that even though life sucks sometimes, there are always things to be enjoyed. Even though sometimes in our lives we reached a gap, or get blocked with a huge mountain in our roads, there is always a way through it. There isn't a problem that we can't fix, and there isn't a trial we can't go through and come out winning. And not just winning. We come out of it gaining blessings we have never imagined. It might seem like that our heart is getting ripped apart during every single day of that trial, but when we come out of it, trust me. It will be something so beautiful, that we will get on our knees to thank God for the opportunity he has given us to grow and learn. 

I found a song this week that really inspired me. And it inspired what I just talked about. It's called "Beautiful Heartbreak" by Hilary Weeks. And I absolutely love it! 


But I know that having that attitude is so hard to remember during our trials. I know that during this week as I was just going through day by day, I needed so much reminder in my life that hard times doesn't last forever.


 I had wonderful friends around me to remind me that I can do anything I set my heart out to do. There isn't something too hard for me to fight through, and come out stronger then I was before. And something my friends always kept in my brain is that IT'S NEVER TOO LATE. I always have ways to fix the problem. It's just in my own hands. I haven't hit the end yet. I might of hit rock bottom, but I haven't hit the end. And I won't unless I completely give up. And that is something I never ever want to do.  


Also, during General Conference this week, Elder Jeffrey R. Holland gave a talk on this exact point. He told us that no matter what we were fighting through, it's never TOO late to turn back. 

"You have NOT traveled beyond the reach of divine love... There is nothing you have done that cannot be undone. There is no problem which you cannot overcome. There is no dream that cannot yet be realized. It is never too late, so long as the master of the vineyard says there is time... Don't delay, it's getting late." ~ Elder Holland

Isn't that just wonderful? We have so much ahead of us that we can accomplish, and overcome. There is never a end as long as our Savior says there isn't. I love that. For me, no matter how hard life is now, it will make me stronger. It will build me up so I can fight till the time when the Savior comes again. It gives me strength to stand up for myself, and remind myself each and every day that it's NEVER too late. 

So today I decided I am going to find a way to reach my own beautiful heartbreak. It's time for me to act. It's time for me to stand up, and do things for myself, no matter how hard it is. It's getting late, and if I don't stand up now, I don't know if I ever will be able to again. So before I have a chance to regret even more, and fall even harder, I am going to pick myself back up. I want to. And now I will. NO matter what it takes. 

So, what are you going to do?? Can I please take some time to give you some suggestions?? Why thankyou. :) Next time when life gets hard, remember it doesn't stay that way forever. Remember that there is always a way out, and that no matter how dark the road seems, there is always a light at the end. It's hard I know. Trust me. I know. But....

You always have a way to climb that tall, hard, but beautiful mountain in front of you. It's never too late to start making a change, to start turning back, and to start standing up. It's just the way life is. Please Please Please never let yourself believe that things have gone too far, and time has pass beyond your control. You ALWAYS have more time. Until the Savior comes again. Don't give up. Don't stay down. Don't just endure. Enjoy. That is what life is about. Learning, growing, changing, and enjoying through everything in between. 

I love you all! Thanks for all you that you guys do for me. :) I hope that no matter what is happening in your lives, you will remember what I said tonight, and try your best, to be your best. Because as always, I am. :) 

love,

Q2